There's always gonna be another mountain
Thursday, April 23, 2009
I'm tired. I'm tired of trying to feel tht I'm appreciated. I'm tired of trying to think of ways to make others feel better, before myself. Maybe sometimes I make stupid decisions just to put myself forth, but I end up losing still. I'm tired of trying to be responsible for everything. I'm tired of trying to make some happy, and then making others sad. And again I end up being the depressed one cause I end up all confused. I'm tired of always trying to prove I can be better. I'm tired of people telling me I'm not good enough or whatever that I'm doing (to please one party) is not right. i'm tired of feeling torn. I'm tired of being misunderstood. Simply, I'm tired.
But I know, things won't change. Cuase I know at the end of the day, I was brought up being 2nd best and always putting others before myself.
Maybe it's pms talking. I don't know. And I guess I'm tired of rationalising for my actions today.
I hate this.
*God, please give me strength. Please.*
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